Today I taught some classes in elementary school, with the help from some of my second year students, from one of my JHS. You should have seen the looks on their faces when I spoke to my fifth graders. I wanted to say to them, ''don't worry guys, I would challenge you. I'd drag you through the coals like I do my elementary students. The thing is, that's considered 'too difficult'. I would really like you to grow as an English speaker but a lot of that is out of my hands.''
The sad thing is, it's generally true. I have confidence in my students and their ability. It's ok to fail, as long as you can grow from your mistake. We can have fun, have a challenge, and learn. Isn't that the whole point to education? Well, in Japan its not so much the case.
I could go on but for now I will stop. I need to sleep and I don't want everyone to read this. Maybe when I'm done with the whole ALT business, I will let it all out; every feeling and complaint.